Chapter 40


Mansfield Park, by Jane Austen





Chapter 40



Fanny was right enough in not expecting to hear from Miss Crawford now at the rapid rate in which
their correspondence had begun; Mary’s next letter was after a decidedly longer interval than the last, but she was not
right in supposing that such an interval would be felt a great relief to herself. Here was another strange revolution of
mind! She was really glad to receive the letter when it did come. In her present exile from good society, and distance
from everything that had been wont to interest her, a letter from one belonging to the set where her heart lived, written
with affection, and some degree of elegance, was thoroughly acceptable. The usual plea of increasing engagements was made
in excuse for not having written to her earlier; “And now that I have begun,” she continued, “my letter will not be worth
your reading, for there will be no little offering of love at the end, no three or four lines passionnees from
the most devoted H. C. in the world, for Henry is in Norfolk; business called him to Everingham ten days ago, or perhaps
he only pretended to call, for the sake of being travelling at the same time that you were. But there he is, and, by the
bye, his absence may sufficiently account for any remissness of his sister’s in writing, for there has been no ‘Well,
Mary, when do you write to Fanny? Is not it time for you to write to Fanny?’ to spur me on. At last, after various
attempts at meeting, I have seen your cousins, ‘dear Julia and dearest Mrs. Rushworth’; they found me at home yesterday,
and we were glad to see each other again. We seemed very glad to see each other, and I do really think we were a
little. We had a vast deal to say. Shall I tell you how Mrs. Rushworth looked when your name was mentioned? I did not use
to think her wanting in self-possession, but she had not quite enough for the demands of yesterday. Upon the whole, Julia
was in the best looks of the two, at least after you were spoken of. There was no recovering the complexion from the
moment that I spoke of ‘Fanny,’ and spoke of her as a sister should. But Mrs. Rushworth’s day of good looks will come; we
have cards for her first party on the 28th. Then she will be in beauty, for she will open one of the best houses in
Wimpole Street. I was in it two years ago, when it was Lady Lascelle’s, and prefer it to almost any I know in London, and
certainly she will then feel, to use a vulgar phrase, that she has got her pennyworth for her penny. Henry could not have
afforded her such a house. I hope she will recollect it, and be satisfied, as well as she may, with moving the queen of a
palace, though the king may appear best in the background; and as I have no desire to tease her, I shall never
force your name upon her again. She will grow sober by degrees. From all that I hear and guess, Baron
Wildenheim’s attentions to Julia continue, but I do not know that he has any serious encouragement. She ought to do
better. A poor honourable is no catch, and I cannot imagine any liking in the case, for take away his rants, and the poor
baron has nothing. What a difference a vowel makes! If his rents were but equal to his rants! Your cousin Edmund moves
slowly; detained, perchance, by parish duties. There may be some old woman at Thornton Lacey to be converted. I am
unwilling to fancy myself neglected for a young one. Adieu! my dear sweet Fanny, this is a long letter from
London: write me a pretty one in reply to gladden Henry’s eyes, when he comes back, and send me an account of all the
dashing young captains whom you disdain for his sake.”


There was great food for meditation in this letter, and chiefly for unpleasant meditation; and yet, with all the
uneasiness it supplied, it connected her with the absent, it told her of people and things about whom she had never felt
so much curiosity as now, and she would have been glad to have been sure of such a letter every week. Her correspondence
with her aunt Bertram was her only concern of higher interest.


As for any society in Portsmouth, that could at all make amends for deficiencies at home, there were none within the
circle of her father’s and mother’s acquaintance to afford her the smallest satisfaction: she saw nobody in whose favour
she could wish to overcome her own shyness and reserve. The men appeared to her all coarse, the women all pert, everybody
underbred; and she gave as little contentment as she received from introductions either to old or new acquaintance. The
young ladies who approached her at first with some respect, in consideration of her coming from a baronet’s family, were
soon offended by what they termed “airs”; for, as she neither played on the pianoforte nor wore fine pelisses, they
could, on farther observation, admit no right of superiority.


The first solid consolation which Fanny received for the evils of home, the first which her judgment could entirely
approve, and which gave any promise of durability, was in a better knowledge of Susan, and a hope of being of service to
her. Susan had always behaved pleasantly to herself, but the determined character of her general manners had astonished
and alarmed her, and it was at least a fortnight before she began to understand a disposition so totally different from
her own. Susan saw that much was wrong at home, and wanted to set it right. That a girl of fourteen, acting only on her
own unassisted reason, should err in the method of reform, was not wonderful; and Fanny soon became more disposed to
admire the natural light of the mind which could so early distinguish justly, than to censure severely the faults of
conduct to which it led. Susan was only acting on the same truths, and pursuing the same system, which her own judgment
acknowledged, but which her more supine and yielding temper would have shrunk from asserting. Susan tried to be useful,
where she could only have gone away and cried; and that Susan was useful she could perceive; that things, bad as
they were, would have been worse but for such interposition, and that both her mother and Betsey were restrained from
some excesses of very offensive indulgence and vulgarity.


In every argument with her mother, Susan had in point of reason the advantage, and never was there any maternal
tenderness to buy her off. The blind fondness which was for ever producing evil around her she had never known. There was
no gratitude for affection past or present to make her better bear with its excesses to the others.


All this became gradually evident, and gradually placed Susan before her sister as an object of mingled compassion and
respect. That her manner was wrong, however, at times very wrong, her measures often ill-chosen and ill-timed, and her
looks and language very often indefensible, Fanny could not cease to feel; but she began to hope they might be rectified.
Susan, she found, looked up to her and wished for her good opinion; and new as anything like an office of authority was
to Fanny, new as it was to imagine herself capable of guiding or informing any one, she did resolve to give occasional
hints to Susan, and endeavour to exercise for her advantage the juster notions of what was due to everybody, and what
would be wisest for herself, which her own more favoured education had fixed in her.


Her influence, or at least the consciousness and use of it, originated in an act of kindness by Susan, which, after
many hesitations of delicacy, she at last worked herself up to. It had very early occurred to her that a small sum of
money might, perhaps, restore peace for ever on the sore subject of the silver knife, canvassed as it now was
continually, and the riches which she was in possession of herself, her uncle having given her 10 at parting, made her as
able as she was willing to be generous. But she was so wholly unused to confer favours, except on the very poor, so
unpractised in removing evils, or bestowing kindnesses among her equals, and so fearful of appearing to elevate herself
as a great lady at home, that it took some time to determine that it would not be unbecoming in her to make such a
present. It was made, however, at last: a silver knife was bought for Betsey, and accepted with great delight, its
newness giving it every advantage over the other that could be desired; Susan was established in the full possession of
her own, Betsey handsomely declaring that now she had got one so much prettier herself, she should never want
that again; and no reproach seemed conveyed to the equally satisfied mother, which Fanny had almost feared to be
impossible. The deed thoroughly answered: a source of domestic altercation was entirely done away, and it was the means
of opening Susan’s heart to her, and giving her something more to love and be interested in. Susan shewed that she had
delicacy: pleased as she was to be mistress of property which she had been struggling for at least two years, she yet
feared that her sister’s judgment had been against her, and that a reproof was designed her for having so struggled as to
make the purchase necessary for the tranquillity of the house.


Her temper was open. She acknowledged her fears, blamed herself for having contended so warmly; and from that hour
Fanny, understanding the worth of her disposition and perceiving how fully she was inclined to seek her good opinion and
refer to her judgment, began to feel again the blessing of affection, and to entertain the hope of being useful to a mind
so much in need of help, and so much deserving it. She gave advice, advice too sound to be resisted by a good
understanding, and given so mildly and considerately as not to irritate an imperfect temper, and she had the happiness of
observing its good effects not unfrequently. More was not expected by one who, while seeing all the obligation and
expediency of submission and forbearance, saw also with sympathetic acuteness of feeling all that must be hourly grating
to a girl like Susan. Her greatest wonder on the subject soon became — not that Susan should have been provoked into
disrespect and impatience against her better knowledge — but that so much better knowledge, so many good notions should
have been hers at all; and that, brought up in the midst of negligence and error, she should have formed such proper
opinions of what ought to be; she, who had had no cousin Edmund to direct her thoughts or fix her principles.


The intimacy thus begun between them was a material advantage to each. By sitting together upstairs, they avoided a
great deal of the disturbance of the house; Fanny had peace, and Susan learned to think it no misfortune to be quietly
employed. They sat without a fire; but that was a privation familiar even to Fanny, and she suffered the less because
reminded by it of the East room. It was the only point of resemblance. In space, light, furniture, and prospect, there
was nothing alike in the two apartments; and she often heaved a sigh at the remembrance of all her books and boxes, and
various comforts there. By degrees the girls came to spend the chief of the morning upstairs, at first only in working
and talking, but after a few days, the remembrance of the said books grew so potent and stimulative that Fanny found it
impossible not to try for books again. There were none in her father’s house; but wealth is luxurious and daring, and
some of hers found its way to a circulating library. She became a subscriber; amazed at being anything in propria
persona
, amazed at her own doings in every way, to be a renter, a chuser of books! And to be having any one’s
improvement in view in her choice! But so it was. Susan had read nothing, and Fanny longed to give her a share in her own
first pleasures, and inspire a taste for the biography and poetry which she delighted in herself.


In this occupation she hoped, moreover, to bury some of the recollections of Mansfield, which were too apt to seize
her mind if her fingers only were busy; and, especially at this time, hoped it might be useful in diverting her thoughts
from pursuing Edmund to London, whither, on the authority of her aunt’s last letter, she knew he was gone. She had no
doubt of what would ensue. The promised notification was hanging over her head. The postman’s knock within the
neighbourhood was beginning to bring its daily terrors, and if reading could banish the idea for even half an hour, it
was something gained.







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