Seven weeks of the two months were very nearly gone, when the one letter, the letter from Edmund, so
long expected, was put into Fanny’s hands. As she opened, and saw its length, she prepared herself for a minute detail of
happiness and a profusion of love and praise towards the fortunate creature who was now mistress of his fate. These were
the contents —

“My Dear Fanny — Excuse me that I have not written before. Crawford told me that you were wishing to hear from me, but
I found it impossible to write from London, and persuaded myself that you would understand my silence. Could I have sent
a few happy lines, they should not have been wanting, but nothing of that nature was ever in my power. I am returned to
Mansfield in a less assured state that when I left it. My hopes are much weaker. You are probably aware of this already.
So very fond of you as Miss Crawford is, it is most natural that she should tell you enough of her own feelings to
furnish a tolerable guess at mine. I will not be prevented, however, from making my own communication. Our confidences in
you need not clash. I ask no questions. There is something soothing in the idea that we have the same friend, and that
whatever unhappy differences of opinion may exist between us, we are united in our love of you. It will be a comfort to
me to tell you how things now are, and what are my present plans, if plans I can be said to have. I have been returned
since Saturday. I was three weeks in London, and saw her (for London) very often. I had every attention from the Frasers
that could be reasonably expected. I dare say I was not reasonable in carrying with me hopes of an intercourse at all
like that of Mansfield. It was her manner, however, rather than any unfrequency of meeting. Had she been different when I
did see her, I should have made no complaint, but from the very first she was altered: my first reception was so unlike
what I had hoped, that I had almost resolved on leaving London again directly. I need not particularise. You know the
weak side of her character, and may imagine the sentiments and expressions which were torturing me. She was in high
spirits, and surrounded by those who were giving all the support of their own bad sense to her too lively mind. I do not
like Mrs. Fraser. She is a cold-hearted, vain woman, who has married entirely from convenience, and though evidently
unhappy in her marriage, places her disappointment not to faults of judgment, or temper, or disproportion of age, but to
her being, after all, less affluent than many of her acquaintance, especially than her sister, Lady Stornaway, and is the
determined supporter of everything mercenary and ambitious, provided it be only mercenary and ambitious enough. I look
upon her intimacy with those two sisters as the greatest misfortune of her life and mine. They have been leading her
astray for years. Could she be detached from them! — and sometimes I do not despair of it, for the affection appears to
me principally on their side. They are very fond of her; but I am sure she does not love them as she loves you. When I
think of her great attachment to you, indeed, and the whole of her judicious, upright conduct as a sister, she appears a
very different creature, capable of everything noble, and I am ready to blame myself for a too harsh construction of a
playful manner. I cannot give her up, Fanny. She is the only woman in the world whom I could ever think of as a wife. If
I did not believe that she had some regard for me, of course I should not say this, but I do believe it. I am convinced
that she is not without a decided preference. I have no jealousy of any individual. It is the influence of the
fashionable world altogether that I am jealous of. It is the habits of wealth that I fear. Her ideas are not higher than
her own fortune may warrant, but they are beyond what our incomes united could authorise. There is comfort, however, even
here. I could better bear to lose her because not rich enough, than because of my profession. That would only prove her
affection not equal to sacrifices, which, in fact, I am scarcely justified in asking; and, if I am refused, that, I
think, will be the honest motive. Her prejudices, I trust, are not so strong as they were. You have my thoughts exactly
as they arise, my dear Fanny; perhaps they are sometimes contradictory, but it will not be a less faithful picture of my
mind. Having once begun, it is a pleasure to me to tell you all I feel. I cannot give her up. Connected as we already
are, and, I hope, are to be, to give up Mary Crawford would be to give up the society of some of those most dear to me;
to banish myself from the very houses and friends whom, under any other distress, I should turn to for consolation. The
loss of Mary I must consider as comprehending the loss of Crawford and of Fanny. Were it a decided thing, an actual
refusal, I hope I should know how to bear it, and how to endeavour to weaken her hold on my heart, and in the course of a
few years — but I am writing nonsense. Were I refused, I must bear it; and till I am, I can never cease to try for her.
This is the truth. The only question is how? What may be the likeliest means? I have sometimes thought of going
to London again after Easter, and sometimes resolved on doing nothing till she returns to Mansfield. Even now, she speaks
with pleasure of being in Mansfield in June; but June is at a great distance, and I believe I shall write to her. I have
nearly determined on explaining myself by letter. To be at an early certainty is a material object. My present state is
miserably irksome. Considering everything, I think a letter will be decidedly the best method of explanation. I shall be
able to write much that I could not say, and shall be giving her time for reflection before she resolves on her answer,
and I am less afraid of the result of reflection than of an immediate hasty impulse; I think I am. My greatest danger
would lie in her consulting Mrs. Fraser, and I at a distance unable to help my own cause. A letter exposes to all the
evil of consultation, and where the mind is anything short of perfect decision, an adviser may, in an unlucky moment,
lead it to do what it may afterwards regret. I must think this matter over a little. This long letter, full of my own
concerns alone, will be enough to tire even the friendship of a Fanny. The last time I saw Crawford was at Mrs. Fraser’s
party. I am more and more satisfied with all that I see and hear of him. There is not a shadow of wavering. He thoroughly
knows his own mind, and acts up to his resolutions: an inestimable quality. I could not see him and my eldest sister in
the same room without recollecting what you once told me, and I acknowledge that they did not meet as friends. There was
marked coolness on her side. They scarcely spoke. I saw him draw back surprised, and I was sorry that Mrs. Rushworth
should resent any former supposed slight to Miss Bertram. You will wish to hear my opinion of Maria’s degree of comfort
as a wife. There is no appearance of unhappiness. I hope they get on pretty well together. I dined twice in Wimpole
Street, and might have been there oftener, but it is mortifying to be with Rushworth as a brother. Julia seems to enjoy
London exceedingly. I had little enjoyment there, but have less here. We are not a lively party. You are very much
wanted. I miss you more than I can express. My mother desires her best love, and hopes to hear from you soon. She talks
of you almost every hour, and I am sorry to find how many weeks more she is likely to be without you. My father means to
fetch you himself, but it will not be till after Easter, when he has business in town. You are happy at Portsmouth, I
hope, but this must not be a yearly visit. I want you at home, that I may have your opinion about Thornton Lacey. I have
little heart for extensive improvements till I know that it will ever have a mistress. I think I shall certainly write.
It is quite settled that the Grants go to Bath; they leave Mansfield on Monday. I am glad of it. I am not comfortable
enough to be fit for anybody; but your aunt seems to feel out of luck that such an article of Mansfield news should fall
to my pen instead of hers. — Yours ever, my dearest Fanny.”

“I never will, no, I certainly never will wish for a letter again,” was Fanny’s secret declaration as she finished
this. “What do they bring but disappointment and sorrow? Not till after Easter! How shall I bear it? And my poor aunt
talking of me every hour!”

Fanny checked the tendency of these thoughts as well as she could, but she was within half a minute of starting the
idea that Sir Thomas was quite unkind, both to her aunt and to herself. As for the main subject of the letter, there was
nothing in that to soothe irritation. She was almost vexed into displeasure and anger against Edmund. “There is no good
in this delay,” said she. “Why is not it settled? He is blinded, and nothing will open his eyes; nothing can, after
having had truths before him so long in vain. He will marry her, and be poor and miserable. God grant that her influence
do not make him cease to be respectable!” She looked over the letter again. “’So very fond of me!’ ‘tis nonsense all. She
loves nobody but herself and her brother. Her friends leading her astray for years! She is quite as likely to have led
them astray. They have all, perhaps, been corrupting one another; but if they are so much fonder of her than she
is of them, she is the less likely to have been hurt, except by their flattery. ‘The only woman in the world whom he
could ever think of as a wife.’ I firmly believe it. It is an attachment to govern his whole life. Accepted or refused,
his heart is wedded to her for ever. ‘The loss of Mary I must consider as comprehending the loss of Crawford and Fanny.’
Edmund, you do not know me. The families would never be connected if you did not connect them! Oh! write, write. Finish
it at once. Let there be an end of this suspense. Fix, commit, condemn yourself.”

Such sensations, however, were too near akin to resentment to be long guiding Fanny’s soliloquies. She was soon more
softened and sorrowful. His warm regard, his kind expressions, his confidential treatment, touched her strongly. He was
only too good to everybody. It was a letter, in short, which she would not but have had for the world, and which could
never be valued enough. This was the end of it.

Everybody at all addicted to letter-writing, without having much to say, which will include a large proportion of the
female world at least, must feel with Lady Bertram that she was out of luck in having such a capital piece of Mansfield
news as the certainty of the Grants going to Bath, occur at a time when she could make no advantage of it, and will admit
that it must have been very mortifying to her to see it fall to the share of her thankless son, and treated as concisely
as possible at the end of a long letter, instead of having it to spread over the largest part of a page of her own. For
though Lady Bertram rather shone in the epistolary line, having early in her marriage, from the want of other employment,
and the circumstance of Sir Thomas’s being in Parliament, got into the way of making and keeping correspondents, and
formed for herself a very creditable, common-place, amplifying style, so that a very little matter was enough for her:
she could not do entirely without any; she must have something to write about, even to her niece; and being so soon to
lose all the benefit of Dr. Grant’s gouty symptoms and Mrs. Grant’s morning calls, it was very hard upon her to be
deprived of one of the last epistolary uses she could put them to.

There was a rich amends, however, preparing for her. Lady Bertram’s hour of good luck came. Within a few days from the
receipt of Edmund’s letter, Fanny had one from her aunt, beginning thus —

“My Dear Fanny — I take up my pen to communicate some very alarming intelligence, which I make no doubt will give you
much concern”.

This was a great deal better than to have to take up the pen to acquaint her with all the particulars of the Grants’
intended journey, for the present intelligence was of a nature to promise occupation for the pen for many days to come,
being no less than the dangerous illness of her eldest son, of which they had received notice by express a few hours
before.

Tom had gone from London with a party of young men to Newmarket, where a neglected fall and a good deal of drinking
had brought on a fever; and when the party broke up, being unable to move, had been left by himself at the house of one
of these young men to the comforts of sickness and solitude, and the attendance only of servants. Instead of being soon
well enough to follow his friends, as he had then hoped, his disorder increased considerably, and it was not long before
he thought so ill of himself as to be as ready as his physician to have a letter despatched to Mansfield.

“This distressing intelligence, as you may suppose,” observed her ladyship, after giving the substance of it, “has
agitated us exceedingly, and we cannot prevent ourselves from being greatly alarmed and apprehensive for the poor
invalid, whose state Sir Thomas fears may be very critical; and Edmund kindly proposes attending his brother immediately,
but I am happy to add that Sir Thomas will not leave me on this distressing occasion, as it would be too trying for me.
We shall greatly miss Edmund in our small circle, but I trust and hope he will find the poor invalid in a less alarming
state than might be apprehended, and that he will be able to bring him to Mansfield shortly, which Sir Thomas proposes
should be done, and thinks best on every account, and I flatter myself the poor sufferer will soon be able to bear the
removal without material inconvenience or injury. As I have little doubt of your feeling for us, my dear Fanny, under
these distressing circumstances, I will write again very soon.”

Fanny’s feelings on the occasion were indeed considerably more warm and genuine than her aunt’s style of writing. She
felt truly for them all. Tom dangerously ill, Edmund gone to attend him, and the sadly small party remaining at
Mansfield, were cares to shut out every other care, or almost every other. She could just find selfishness enough to
wonder whether Edmund had written to Miss Crawford before this summons came, but no sentiment dwelt long with
her that was not purely affectionate and disinterestedly anxious. Her aunt did not neglect her: she wrote again and
again; they were receiving frequent accounts from Edmund, and these accounts were as regularly transmitted to Fanny, in
the same diffuse style, and the same medley of trusts, hopes, and fears, all following and producing each other at
haphazard. It was a sort of playing at being frightened. The sufferings which Lady Bertram did not see had little power
over her fancy; and she wrote very comfortably about agitation, and anxiety, and poor invalids, till Tom was actually
conveyed to Mansfield, and her own eyes had beheld his altered appearance. Then a letter which she had been previously
preparing for Fanny was finished in a different style, in the language of real feeling and alarm; then she wrote as she
might have spoken. “He is just come, my dear Fanny, and is taken upstairs; and I am so shocked to see him, that I do not
know what to do. I am sure he has been very ill. Poor Tom! I am quite grieved for him, and very much frightened, and so
is Sir Thomas; and how glad I should be if you were here to comfort me. But Sir Thomas hopes he will be better to-morrow,
and says we must consider his journey.”

The real solicitude now awakened in the maternal bosom was not soon over. Tom’s extreme impatience to be removed to
Mansfield, and experience those comforts of home and family which had been little thought of in uninterrupted health, had
probably induced his being conveyed thither too early, as a return of fever came on, and for a week he was in a more
alarming state than ever. They were all very seriously frightened. Lady Bertram wrote her daily terrors to her niece, who
might now be said to live upon letters, and pass all her time between suffering from that of to-day and looking forward
to to-morrow’s. Without any particular affection for her eldest cousin, her tenderness of heart made her feel that she
could not spare him, and the purity of her principles added yet a keener solicitude, when she considered how little
useful, how little self-denying his life had (apparently) been.

Susan was her only companion and listener on this, as on more common occasions. Susan was always ready to hear and to
sympathise. Nobody else could be interested in so remote an evil as illness in a family above an hundred miles off; not
even Mrs. Price, beyond a brief question or two, if she saw her daughter with a letter in her hand, and now and then the
quiet observation of, “My poor sister Bertram must be in a great deal of trouble.”

So long divided and so differently situated, the ties of blood were little more than nothing. An attachment,
originally as tranquil as their tempers, was now become a mere name. Mrs. Price did quite as much for Lady Bertram as
Lady Bertram would have done for Mrs. Price. Three or four Prices might have been swept away, any or all except Fanny and
William, and Lady Bertram would have thought little about it; or perhaps might have caught from Mrs. Norris’s lips the
cant of its being a very happy thing and a great blessing to their poor dear sister Price to have them so well provided
for.