It was presumed that Mr. Crawford was travelling back, to London, on the morrow, for nothing more was
seen of him at Mr. Price’s; and two days afterwards, it was a fact ascertained to Fanny by the following letter from his
sister, opened and read by her, on another account, with the most anxious curiosity:—
“I have to inform you, my dearest Fanny, that Henry has been down to Portsmouth to see you; that he had a delightful
walk with you to the dockyard last Saturday, and one still more to be dwelt on the next day, on the ramparts; when the
balmy air, the sparkling sea, and your sweet looks and conversation were altogether in the most delicious harmony, and
afforded sensations which are to raise ecstasy even in retrospect. This, as well as I understand, is to be the substance
of my information. He makes me write, but I do not know what else is to be communicated, except this said visit to
Portsmouth, and these two said walks, and his introduction to your family, especially to a fair sister of yours, a fine
girl of fifteen, who was of the party on the ramparts, taking her first lesson, I presume, in love. I have not time for
writing much, but it would be out of place if I had, for this is to be a mere letter of business, penned for the purpose
of conveying necessary information, which could not be delayed without risk of evil. My dear, dear Fanny, if I had you
here, how I would talk to you! You should listen to me till you were tired, and advise me till you were still tired more;
but it is impossible to put a hundredth part of my great mind on paper, so I will abstain altogether, and leave you to
guess what you like. I have no news for you. You have politics, of course; and it would be too bad to plague you with the
names of people and parties that fill up my time. I ought to have sent you an account of your cousin’s first party, but I
was lazy, and now it is too long ago; suffice it, that everything was just as it ought to be, in a style that any of her
connexions must have been gratified to witness, and that her own dress and manners did her the greatest credit. My
friend, Mrs. Fraser, is mad for such a house, and it would not make me miserable. I go to Lady Stornaway after
Easter; she seems in high spirits, and very happy. I fancy Lord S. is very good-humoured and pleasant in his own family,
and I do not think him so very ill-looking as I did — at least, one sees many worse. He will not do by the side of your
cousin Edmund. Of the last-mentioned hero, what shall I say? If I avoided his name entirely, it would look suspicious. I
will say, then, that we have seen him two or three times, and that my friends here are very much struck with his
gentlemanlike appearance. Mrs. Fraser (no bad judge) declares she knows but three men in town who have so good a person,
height, and air; and I must confess, when he dined here the other day, there were none to compare with him, and we were a
party of sixteen. Luckily there is no distinction of dress nowadays to tell tales, but — but — but Yours
affectionately.”
“I had almost forgot (it was Edmund’s fault: he gets into my head more than does me good) one very material thing I
had to say from Henry and myself — I mean about our taking you back into Northamptonshire. My dear little creature, do
not stay at Portsmouth to lose your pretty looks. Those vile sea-breezes are the ruin of beauty and health. My poor aunt
always felt affected if within ten miles of the sea, which the Admiral of course never believed, but I know it was so. I
am at your service and Henry’s, at an hour’s notice. I should like the scheme, and we would make a little circuit, and
shew you Everingham in our way, and perhaps you would not mind passing through London, and seeing the inside of St.
George’s, Hanover Square. Only keep your cousin Edmund from me at such a time: I should not like to be tempted. What a
long letter! one word more. Henry, I find, has some idea of going into Norfolk again upon some business that you
approve; but this cannot possibly be permitted before the middle of next week; that is, he cannot anyhow be spared till
after the 14th, for we have a party that evening. The value of a man like Henry, on such an occasion, is what
you can have no conception of; so you must take it upon my word to be inestimable. He will see the Rushworths, which own
I am not sorry for — having a little curiosity, and so I think has he — though he will not acknowledge it.”
This was a letter to be run through eagerly, to be read deliberately, to supply matter for much reflection, and to
leave everything in greater suspense than ever. The only certainty to be drawn from it was, that nothing decisive had yet
taken place. Edmund had not yet spoken. How Miss Crawford really felt, how she meant to act, or might act without or
against her meaning; whether his importance to her were quite what it had been before the last separation; whether, if
lessened, it were likely to lessen more, or to recover itself, were subjects for endless conjecture, and to be thought of
on that day and many days to come, without producing any conclusion. The idea that returned the oftenest was that Miss
Crawford, after proving herself cooled and staggered by a return to London habits, would yet prove herself in the end too
much attached to him to give him up. She would try to be more ambitious than her heart would allow. She would hesitate,
she would tease, she would condition, she would require a great deal, but she would finally accept.
This was Fanny’s most frequent expectation. A house in town — that, she thought, must be impossible. Yet there was no
saying what Miss Crawford might not ask. The prospect for her cousin grew worse and worse. The woman who could speak of
him, and speak only of his appearance! What an unworthy attachment! To be deriving support from the commendations of Mrs.
Fraser! She who had known him intimately half a year! Fanny was ashamed of her. Those parts of the letter which
related only to Mr. Crawford and herself, touched her, in comparison, slightly. Whether Mr. Crawford went into Norfolk
before or after the 14th was certainly no concern of hers, though, everything considered, she thought he would
go without delay. That Miss Crawford should endeavour to secure a meeting between him and Mrs. Rushworth, was all in her
worst line of conduct, and grossly unkind and ill-judged; but she hoped he would not be actuated by any such
degrading curiosity. He acknowledged no such inducement, and his sister ought to have given him credit for better
feelings than her own.
She was yet more impatient for another letter from town after receiving this than she had been before; and for a few
days was so unsettled by it altogether, by what had come, and what might come, that her usual readings and conversation
with Susan were much suspended. She could not command her attention as she wished. If Mr. Crawford remembered her message
to her cousin, she thought it very likely, most likely, that he would write to her at all events; it would be most
consistent with his usual kindness; and till she got rid of this idea, till it gradually wore off, by no letters
appearing in the course of three or four days more, she was in a most restless, anxious state.
At length, a something like composure succeeded. Suspense must be submitted to, and must not be allowed to wear her
out, and make her useless. Time did something, her own exertions something more, and she resumed her attentions to Susan,
and again awakened the same interest in them.
Susan was growing very fond of her, and though without any of the early delight in books which had been so strong in
Fanny, with a disposition much less inclined to sedentary pursuits, or to information for information’s sake, she had so
strong a desire of not appearing ignorant, as, with a good clear understanding, made her a most attentive,
profitable, thankful pupil. Fanny was her oracle. Fanny’s explanations and remarks were a most important addition to
every essay, or every chapter of history. What Fanny told her of former times dwelt more on her mind than the pages of
Goldsmith; and she paid her sister the compliment of preferring her style to that of any printed author. The early habit
of reading was wanting.
Their conversations, however, were not always on subjects so high as history or morals. Others had their hour; and of
lesser matters, none returned so often, or remained so long between them, as Mansfield Park, a description of the people,
the manners, the amusements, the ways of Mansfield Park. Susan, who had an innate taste for the genteel and
well-appointed, was eager to hear, and Fanny could not but indulge herself in dwelling on so beloved a theme. She hoped
it was not wrong; though, after a time, Susan’s very great admiration of everything said or done in her uncle’s house,
and earnest longing to go into Northamptonshire, seemed almost to blame her for exciting feelings which could not be
gratified.
Poor Susan was very little better fitted for home than her elder sister; and as Fanny grew thoroughly to understand
this, she began to feel that when her own release from Portsmouth came, her happiness would have a material drawback in
leaving Susan behind. That a girl so capable of being made everything good should be left in such hands, distressed her
more and more. Were she likely to have a home to invite her to, what a blessing it would be! And had it been
possible for her to return Mr. Crawford’s regard, the probability of his being very far from objecting to such a measure
would have been the greatest increase of all her own comforts. She thought he was really good-tempered, and could fancy
his entering into a plan of that sort most pleasantly.